Today was day of my inspiration - I spent 5 hours (!!!) in the kitchen cooking and exploring meals! My brother came to Ozersk today for operational meeting and then he came to visit us) he saw all that I did, laughed and said: "What happened??"))) And of course it was pleasant for me to see my parents' faces when they came home.
The main point is an inspiration and desire. Food is the same thing as paints, pastel or pencil. Cooking - is an art. With all this even I can be good as woman)
I'm trying to be better and better.
Days without alcohol - about 70.
Days without meat - 28.
Days without cigarettes - 5.

Things to do:
-Stop drinking coffee.
-Keep away from smoking.
-Use only healthy products.

Now I feel good, cause my life seemed to find a new meaning. I got motivation for doing real actions. I know what I really want.
I'm calm, not nervous. I even almost feel happy. I don't think about details and don't concentrate on single words. I focus on general things and events. Past, present and future. I'm in love with my own life.
And now I know one thing exactly - it's not the end.