I had lots of questions in my mind, and today I fond some answers for everything. Total revaluation of values happened in my head.
Just I don't know what can fill up this emptiness? I faced situation like this ar first time. It's like you can't find things to do, place to sit...you can't sleep, can't eat, can't think..
Oh God, thanks for my family and that we're all together. They're the most valuable thing I have.