Crisises of personality come suddenly. One of them came to me few days ago and it looked like "crisis of middle age". I thought that it'll pass, but today when I said words "I regret that I missed so many things in my life", I realized - it won't. Yes, I really regret. I look at guys of my age who achieved much more than me, and I start to feel inferior. And inspite of I'm just 22, I ALREADY missed some things. I could be more successful, I could know much more things, I could be smarter!
Damn! It's all because of the empty horizon in front of me. I just lost it. Somehow I just lost orientation. How come that I feel lost?? I always need to strive for something, to see my goal, to have a dream in my heart and to believe in this dream!
How could I lose it all?..
пятница, 18 марта 2011 г.
вторник, 8 марта 2011 г.
вторник, 1 марта 2011 г.
Taste of life
Tomorrow is a first spring day. Every year I'm waiting for this day more than for any other day! Because personally for me this day means the chance to start something from beginning, to find something new, to breathe in deeper and go forward. And every spring I go and buy tulips. When I see them, I feel soooo happy!
This spring is definetely unusual. I have a lot of free time. Finally I can do some little things which make me happy every day - going for a walk in the morning, reading some books which I always wanted to read, having time for all my friends. I'm waiting snow to melt and then I'll go running every morning, and then everything will be perfect!
People here are very happy to feel the spring. Maybe because nobody likes cold weather, maybe because we miss sun so much. And of course because spring - it's time when people smile more, more love each other and seem more beautiful))
Yesterday was the first relatively warm day - just -8! And people already took off their hats and wore more light clothes. Though -8 it's actually still cold! In this tendency I see huuuge people's wish to meet spring as soon as possible!
The popular wisdom says that you have to try something bitter for feeling the real taste of sweet things. That's true.
In first spring day I love the winter) Because after grey winter I can see how f*cking blue is the sky! How really hot is the sun! And when in sunny spring day I get little sunburn and my cheeks become pink - I think: "Yeah! It's SPRIIING, BABY!!"
Moreover, it's time of new hopes and dreams, time when you say: "Everything will be even better!" and time to open the new page.
It's even better than birthday and New year!
Oooh, I love it!
This spring is definetely unusual. I have a lot of free time. Finally I can do some little things which make me happy every day - going for a walk in the morning, reading some books which I always wanted to read, having time for all my friends. I'm waiting snow to melt and then I'll go running every morning, and then everything will be perfect!
People here are very happy to feel the spring. Maybe because nobody likes cold weather, maybe because we miss sun so much. And of course because spring - it's time when people smile more, more love each other and seem more beautiful))
Yesterday was the first relatively warm day - just -8! And people already took off their hats and wore more light clothes. Though -8 it's actually still cold! In this tendency I see huuuge people's wish to meet spring as soon as possible!
The popular wisdom says that you have to try something bitter for feeling the real taste of sweet things. That's true.
In first spring day I love the winter) Because after grey winter I can see how f*cking blue is the sky! How really hot is the sun! And when in sunny spring day I get little sunburn and my cheeks become pink - I think: "Yeah! It's SPRIIING, BABY!!"
Moreover, it's time of new hopes and dreams, time when you say: "Everything will be even better!" and time to open the new page.
It's even better than birthday and New year!
Oooh, I love it!
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