пятница, 19 марта 2010 г.

Today is a day of tenderness)
Thing #1.
I love the feeling when you realize that someone needs your help, needs you and you can help somehow. Mutual understanding, support and tolerance - thеsе are the main things I learned from these 4 years of living in dorm. Most of people don't like the common living, but I like - it's not boring, it's interesting and it makes you grow up very fastly and it teachs you how to live independently cause it's real school of life - when you're 17 you already start to live alone, and it makes you stronger. You use to make all the decisions by youself, you decide what will you eat today and only you can make your life better yourself! We have very warm relationship and after 1 year I don't know where will I be, what will I do, but the one thing I know exactly - I can't live alone for a long time! It surprises me, cause usually I need personal space and if it's too crowded around me and I have no chance to spend some time alone, I become nervous and tired. But maybe after these 4 years I learned how to create personal space even if you're in a crowd:)
I love such nice evenings like today - cooking together, wathing some movie, sitting on the windowsill and smoking together, having looong talks about everything...
Today Sasha is feeling bad and I'm giving her a medicine and milk :) we're taking care of each other like a family:)
I just can't imagine that after 4 months my girls will graduate and leave, maybe we'll live in different cities...
And even if I'm in bad mood or angry or upset, when I come here in my dorm and see these faces I just think: "Oh god, how could I be angry? They are so sweet!:)"
Thing #2.
I love to wake up and see sms. If it's nice of course)) I love to learn something new about someone or something. Feeling of tenderness.
Thing #3.
Ira, I suppose it's destiny. I'll stay with you forever:)) Or maybe till that time when we see the sky of London together! Or till that time when we both live in Cyprus:) I just love my crazy Ira. I'll never find one more friend like her. My little tupitca:)
Thing #4.
I don't mind if someone (whom I don't know very well) shares with me something personal and looking for support. I always wanted to be a psychologist:) So, I like it and can listen.

Tomorrow finally I'm going to Snezinsk and I'll spend this weekend with my brother, his wife, my sister and my little sweet princess - my niece Marina. Sometimes I think that I really love her more than someone else in this world! Can't wait this moment when I hug her and kiss!!!
Family weekend is waiting for me! And no parents allowed!:)

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