yes, I don't remember when I really cried last time. I think it was in Moscow airport.

And today was that moment which supposed to become a relaxation and let my emotions be.

What did I expect? I had to be more clever in this situation, more wise. And from now on I won't share my plans and dreams with those who can't understand it and support me. And they will not make me cry anymore.

I'm not weak and I will survive.