After talking with Ira in gtalk I realized how far I'm from that life - life where the one and only dream was another trip to Cyprus, sms and calls were the most remarkable events and all talks were only about it and people there.
I realized that I just stucked in that memories for 1.5 years! 1,5 years it was the meaning of my life and every day I thought about it. 1.5 years of my life for nothing!
I'm so far from it now. And I'm glad. Now I see things which I couldn't see before.
It seems like for these 2 months alone I've fond myself and understood who I am as a person, who I am without influence of someone else, what do I want and what I think. To be alone for so long time is the best way to find solutions and make decisions.
For her it's "moving forward", but for me it's just "stucking in a moment". My path is gonna be different.