I listened to that song. Our song. "Be with you". At first time for last few months I did it. And I cried. After so many time, so many days, after 6 month I cried... I remembered everything. And I even don't know why, I didn't expect reaction like that. I already went through it, I forgot, I lost all my feelings... everything I saved is just tender memories.

I hope it's just nerves, and just this mess.

I just want to hug someone who can support me and protect from everything. Just hug so tight and forget about everything:(

I'm tired of living "I'll do it by myself!" life. Finally, I want to have someone behind me, someone, who'll catch me if I fall. I just want to know that I have right to do mistakes...

I want to have someone safe, who won't betray me.

I'm able to be independent and strong. But I want to have a chance to be weak sometimes, I'm not an iron.

I hope tomorrow I'll forget about all this.