Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know...

It's stupid to deny it, make jokes and claim that I'm happy that everything is like this. It's stupid to say: "It was the best decision, it was wise decision". Best decision? Hahaha. No way. And yes, I regret.

And I'll never have the courage to throw away that only printed picture of us which I have. And won't have the courage to delete the rest from laptop.

Somewhere deep inside I still love him. It's impossible to cut piece of heart and just throw away. Everything I can do - is just try to overcome it. No person - it means no feelings. Just my heart doesn't want to accept it.